At My Lake

Sorry to all of my readers, I have been gone at my lake house for Fourth of July, and just returned today. Things have been up and down recently. I've had my good days where I eat what I want and don't feel guilty, but I also still have those days once in awhile i can't help but watch everything I eat. I hate that nothings stable anymore and I can't seem to control my emotions. I wish there was somthing I could do to just get rid of all this hurt and move on with my life. When that day comes, I will then be truely happy..