The Beggining

A few weeks ago, I stopped eating as much and completely cut out junk food. I don't know why, it was one of those things where it just happened; and before I knew it, I was tracking my calories and exercising more than ever. I didn't eat more than 1,200 calories a day, sometimes I only ate 500. Now, as I am talking in the past, this is still going on. I know I am not fat, but I still feel like i could be better, skinnier.After eating, this disgusting feeling comes over me and i can't handle it. I have been losing weight pretty fast, and now that I started, I can't seem to stop. I can't tell anyone what is truly going on, because I do not want to be judged, I want to deal with this myself. So, I figured, I am not the only one going through this and so it begins; a blog through my struggle with eating.